Isis in Denial

On the evershifting river's edge.
in the shadow 
of future pyramids,
Isis weeps for Osiris,
clutching the gory bites 
of her cannibalized love
in small, tear-stained hands.

Her black hair curtain 
flows like a river
raging tenderly,
bathing the lost god's 
dismembered corpse
in the wine of remembrance,
her history residing 
in the scintillating rays 
of his infrequent smiles.

Carnal knowledge incarnate,
she incubates her god,
feeling him form in her.
Isis, belligerent and bulimic,
gorges on his salty, 
insufficient flesh
hoping to ingest 
enough masculinity 
to regurgitate him 
naked, perfect and whole.

On her knees
on burning sand,
Isis chokes 
on blood and semen;
convulsed by revulsion,
yet compelled to re-enact
this postcoital flesh feast.

Sticking her tallow- stained hand
down her own throat,
Isis shudders 
from the self-inflicted
violence of Osiris' creation
and vomiting bone and gristle,
sacrifices herself
to give Osiris life.

First Published in the Maine Review 1997